Ingrid Jungermann

writer.director : film.theater

The Beginning of Them

I have a love story I’d like to write. It’s been playing in my head in flashes here and there, so I wrote this to get the ball rolling on making these two people real.

Waiting

She told her just once, she’d like
someone to pry open her chest,
help clean up the mess that comes out
even if it means they get their hands dirty.

She stood there like a tree, her leaves falling
all around her, her season
finally finding its reason for change.

She saw her smile
years before they met.

She heard her footsteps
on concrete in a dream.

They’d been waiting for this sort of love:
the kind that breaks you into pieces
with the hope you can glue it back
into something that holds water.

Thought Speeding

I awoke last night at 2am and lay in bed awhile, staring at the blackness that might be my wall then shifting to peer at the nothingness that could be my ceiling. I allowed myself to stay awake rather than hurry back to sleep (an act that only brings about more sleeplessness). Worry set in as it often does. Thoughts swarmed in like bees around a picnic table: This, That, I Have to, I Should, I Won’t, I Wish, Something I Should Work On, Nothing I Could Do. I was once told to visualize a stop sign to ward off thinkingthinkingthinking. I did not remember this until now and when I have tried, thinking doesn’t pay attention to traffic signs.

I got up to finish some work for a crew member. I unfolded a changing bag and unloaded a film magazine, taped the can shut, labeled it, said a small prayer that all of his film comes out. My own worry, a crime with only one victim, is safe and sound enough when it lives in the soft tissue of my mind but minding someone else and their creativity introduces a whole new set of violations.

Back to bed. A couple more hours of restlessness. I wandered back into my own film in its currently incomplete state. Dropped off my footage at Colorlab on Monday and waiting for the results is more like waiting for a verdict. Will the Belles have an opportunity for a fair trial?

When I finally did fall asleep, I dreamt hard and fast. Cartoons and songs. Ghosts (part two of a dream I had over the summer). My acting teacher in a play of mine that was about to open. I missed it because I forgot to stay and instead had lunch with a friend.

I got up to my dog waiting for me to pet him. Gave him a good morning then reached over to my nightstand and opened a book of poetry to this poem:

Herring
by Kay Ryan (from “Say Uncle”)

A thousand
tiny silver
thoughtlets
play in the mind,
untarnished
as herring.

They shutter
like blinds,
then sliver,
then utterly
vanish.

Is it unkind
to hope
some will
eat others;
is it uncaring?

“Unring the Bell” Production Slideshow

Cast: Karen McIntyre (Anabelle), Maggie Balistreri (Isabelle), Rutanya Alda (Belle)

Crew: Ingrid Jungermann (Writer/Director), Greg Lemaire (DP), Brooke Goldfinch (1st AD), Jarreau Carrillo (1st AC), Sara Winters (2nd AD, 2nd AC), Anastasia Frank (Sound)

Dreamscaping

Three different dreams, maybe? Or one long dream that didn’t make a lickosense?

The first starred my best friend from elementary named Jamel. He used to wear a Michael Jackson glove to school and, if we were lucky, a red leather jacket with loads of zippers. In my dream, he was all grown up (like me sometimes) and had a girlfriend. I don’t know why I was watching them interact but at one point they had to get away from a cartoon killer cow that was attacking them. One way they defended themselves was by hitting tennis balls at the cow’s head. Of course, they didn’t just do this in real life, they had to jump into an Atari computer and take the shape of video game characters.

The second part: Me and a couple. In a house. I was trying to defend myself for some reason but I don’t think they believed me. Later, I watched one of them break a powder-like something in the bathroom. And when that thing broke, it revealed a message scrawled in the porcelain sink. It was a long letter from a ghost who knew the real story and was angry that no one was listening to what I was saying.

Third. My classmates and I were all wading in a pool about waist-high. There was a teacher giving a lesson. Swimming around us in the pool was a dolphin. Maybe several dolphins? My dog Zeke thought it a good idea to attack the dolphin. So he did. And he killed it. I went to the dolphin and took it in my arms and watched it die. I remember saying to it, “You’re beautiful,” but also being scared it would bite me, so I held its mouth closed.

Exploring Ghosts


Music: “Hell Is Chrome” by Wilco

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Artwork: Edward Gorey

“Ghosts” by Emily Dickinson
One need not be a chamber to be haunted,
One need not be a house;
The brain has corridors surpassing
Material place.

Far safer, of a midnight meeting
External ghost,
Than an interior confronting
That whiter host.

Far safer through an Abbey gallop,
The stones achase,
Than, moonless, one’s own self encounter
In lonesome place.

Ourself, behind ourself concealed,
Should startle most;
Assassin, hid in our apartment,
Be horror’s least.

The prudent carries a revolver,
He bolts the door,
O’erlooking a superior spectre
More near.

——————–

Leaving the train, I heard a whisper in my head: “I don’t have demons, only ghosts.” And I wondered if it might be more worthwhile to be terrorized than simply passed through.

Ghosts have been on my mind a lot since writing “Unring the Bell.” It seems Annabelle, Isabelle and Belle play with death as if it’s a board game. I am attempting to communicate this not only with how I’m shooting it (experimenting with wide angle lenses and lots of dolly moves), but with production design.

Some people asked me if it’s a period piece and it is not although the way I see them is in no period at all; they have created their world and time isn’t included.

The Cast of “Unring the Bell”

I’m shooting a 16mm B&W silent short film for grad school on Oct. 29 & 30. It’s a highly stylized dark comedy about two sisters who have concocted a wicked plan to poison their incapacitated mother on her birthday. 

I have asked each actor to prepare a thorough character sketch and family history and everyone is coming up with extremely creative, thoughtful ideas. Reminds me of why I wanted to make films in the first place. Here’s the cast in order of appearance:

Karen McIntyre (Annabelle)
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Maggie Balistreri (Isabelle)
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Rutanya Alda (Belle)
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Passing Thought, Crosswalk

i watched myself get hit by a car and my legs bent backward my head opened onto asphalt and in my sleep thereafter i wished my mother would cut the cord so i could drift, finally, into the soft spinning safe of my glittering subconscious.

NYU: Location Sound Exercise

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Artwork by Shuxin Liang (Australia) – http://sooooound.blogspot.com/

Assignment #1 – Listening Exercise
Choose two locations, one interior and one exterior, listen actively for AT LEAST 5 minutes, and do the following:

  • Write down every sound you hear.
  • Describe qualities (physical, emotional, descriptive etc.) of the sounds, do they inspire you in any way?  Could they be symbolic of any mood or situation? How does the loudness level affect the sound quality (or does it)? Do the sounds have textures?
  • Can you control any of the sounds you hear? Will it sound different on a different day, or different time of day?  Is this a good location for shooting?

INT. 7th AVE. SUBWAY STATION/B-TRAIN
The faint buzz of a piece of machinery (construction?) echoing off darkness in the subway tunnel. Perhaps it is a circle saw. Reminds me of my father when I was growing up: his thick, hard fingers perpetually dried out by sawdust, blackened by grease or dirt. I’m brought back to the smell of freshly-cut wood. Something burning. Fat pencils he would sharpen with a pocket knife.

The wheels of the train slide against old, rusty tracks. They stick, push forward, grind to a stop. The screeching almost becomes unbearable; I go to plug my ears and then, near-silence. (True silence is impossible here.) Subway doors break open all the way down the line. The muffled voice of the conductor speeds through instructions people cannot hear or have long ago shut out. Train-goers shuffle in – women’s heels tapping concrete, men’s dress shoes clicking, sneakers soundless as feathers falling. The doors slam closed, trapping us in. I think of locks and chains. Metal latched to metal sounds cold, distant. I think of a long, wet, New York City winter. The texture of snow and how, when you rub it in between two fingers, you hear its richness. Snowflakes mashed together. Single grains. Beach sand. A summer on the North Carolina coast. Skies that stretch on forever. Blues and greens and stunning azaleas. The smell of a freshly-cut, Saturday morning lawn.

On the train, the breaks release in a hard thump. The sound: the release of artificial air – ssssssss. We launch forward, all of us together. All of us separate. A shy noise starts – the whining, a working up of energy; it grows louder. The power behind the train. At the first stop, the robotic voice of the subway recording reminds us of safety, danger, something about the police, safety again. The double-chime of the doors opening. Next to me, treble overpowers bass out of headphones. I hear a woman singing. It’s R & B.

On the bridge, we float. The inhale and exhale of passing cars. We glide now, softer. The wheels on the tracks bump back and forth. I remember the baby I looked after, a friend’s first. His name is Noah. I got him to stop crying by making up lullabies. I couldn’t tell whether I soothed or frightened him into silence.

A cell phone plays a tune. Someone, far away but in the same car, laughs at something. It’s a real laugh and it happens again, harder this time.

EXT. CITY STREET CORNER
I sit on concrete steps leading up to an office building to eat lunch. The crisp crinkling of the plastic bag. The pop of a Tupperware top. The poke of fork tongs sticking into vegetables, sliding against more plastic. My own mouth chewing. Passersby speak in snippets. Conversations about classes, family. Likes, actuallys, honestlys, literallys. The flick and release of a cigarette lighter. Humming of a song. I imagine the student as a musician composing a piece for his next project. Perhaps it has just come to him, perhaps he’s stolen it off someone he walked passed in the park, perhaps it’s a pop tune DJs play incessantly over the radio. The last time I listened to a radio station was during a road trip from North Carolina to New York. I remember a poorly-conducted NPR interview but I don’t remember what it was about. I remember a lot of conservative radio, sermons, politics, car commercials pushing Cash for Clunkers via Southern accents.

Back on the street, a taxi cab engine winds up as it breezes by, leaving the trace of ocean waves behind it. Horns blare somewhere in the distance. Another horn responds by holding on – a long, deliberate, angry retort. Footsteps right near me. Footsteps far away. A young light-skinned man turns on a hose and waters a tree across the street. The water sounds like drainage off a roof falling and pounding against earth. As the water collects and forms a puddle, it’s music subsides and becomes a stream of bathwater filling a tub. Shhhhhhhhhhhh. I think of the thunderstorms I witnessed in Indiana: the creak of a rocking chair against oak floorboards, a heavy wind ripping across cornfields, lighting slicing through a black sky and moments later, an eruption of everything as if the world stopped.

NYU Project 1: MOS

Our first endeavor at graduate school is to write, shoot and edit a 16mm B&W silent short. The rules: We have to use only exteriors during the day, there can be no dialogue and it can’t be more than four minutes.

For the application process, NYU asks you to submit a script for admission, so counting that, I’ve written three so far. My third, “Ashes to Ashes,” is about a man who is running late to his own funeral. I was inspired by it at first but then sort of lost interest, so I am going to write a fourth over the weekend.

If you care to check out rough drafts (key word, rough) of my first three tries, here are the pdfs and my problems with them:

MOS – En Passant (For NYU application) – This one, while interesting visually, would be completely out of the realm of budget possibililty. I also think it would run much longer than 4 minutes. As I am learning through all my classes, it’s best to keep things very simple and there’s far too much going on here. Perhaps one day, I will shoot this on my own.

MOS – Hello My Name Is - My second stab at tackling my fascination with the city’s motion and lack of human contact. This was inspired by a man I saw on the subway who had passed out. It took him a ridiculous amount of time to get vertical. I’ve also tossed around the idea of a one-shot quickie where a man on a bench struggles to get upright and the film ends as soon as he achieves that goal. I abandoned “Hello My Name Is” for now because it didn’t have a real story arc. Because I wanted Errol to be a no one, it was difficult for me to give him an objective. What could he want if his entire existence is insignificant? May revisit on a different project.

MOS – Ashes to Ashes – I like this one most of all three, but there’s still something not quite right for me. I think it’s a solid story and the main character, the story arc, the obstacle are all clear. I may end up shooting it. A small challenge is the location list, but that’s something I will probably be able to solve with permits. Green-wood Cemetery is going to charge a fee, so I am open to other locations for the final scenes.

I would love feedback from whomever cares to post. I will also be uploading some directing exercises we continue to shoot in the coming days.

NYU Graduate Film: The First Days

Graduate school = Having an excuse for not blogging since the day I had some silly idea about writing poems on anxiety. I almost deleted that crap but for the most part I don’t delete things I’ve already published because in a way, I think that’s lying. If I were at a party and I blurted out something repulsive, I would have to live with that night the rest of my life, so why not do that over the Internet?

Lots of things happening, lots of thoughts, lots of new friendships with a group of people who have already taught me a lot about myself. They are younger, older, more or less creative, less or more experienced, more or less intelligent, less or more aware which in a nutshell means – we are all the same. I have already been challenged in ways I thought I could only challenge myself. Just when you think you know how the world ticks, someone winds a different sort of clock.

My classmates have and will become my life. And while I can sit here and talk bullshit and tell you I’ve spent my life paving my own path, these people have shown and will show me that sharing that path can take you further, make you not only fulfill a dream, but carry the dreams of others on your shoulders.

All I can say is thanks. And I’m glad a lot of them drink as much as I do.

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